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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
spur of a moment entry
sometimes i get sick of making new friends all the time. and then getting close to those new friends and then suddenly drifting oh so far apart. then i'll feel this huge invisible hole between us, something so small, yet too deep to fill/patch. and i just know that things will never be the same again. that i will never be able to share my thoughts and feelings and experiences to the person the same way again.
and sometimes i dont think they realise how much i want the once close relationship to last and thrive through the ages, through the oh so cliched "good times and bad times." how much i want to continue being close to the person. but one gets sick of trying, and failing, to talk to the person, again and again.
i think thats why i treasure christie and chengleng's friendships so much (though i admit i dont really show it). Its so heartening to know that its possible to have a steady and consistent relationship with people in school.(yes! actual HUMANS!) something i had thought was impossible all through last year and the beginning of this year. theres something abt the ppl in rj that just make them come and go. they are but mere acquaintances. yes i may be close to them for a certain period of time but its like a phase. it'll blow over.
the security and warmth from friends experienced in secondary school no longer exists it seems. people just come and go in your life. acquaintances drifting in and out of your life according to cue. just like callefares in your life (how do you spell that!?) after all, all life's a stage, or so they say.
i know i will move on, just like the people who keep moving out of my life. but its just sad that the only solid friendships i gain out of jc are with christie and cheng leng only. and maybe a very few others from my class. not that im complaining of course.
i just miss stnicks. i miss having real friends ALL AROUND me.
sometimes, one gets sick of having to make new friends all the time.
i guess im blogging again.
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 12:40 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
probability
the probability of me getting a probability question right is 81/400
who ever gets answers like these?!?
bahh. there is a high probability of me giving up on math forever.
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x shi yun
x clara [KIDDO!]
x MEL
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