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Saturday, March 26, 2005
silly decisions
yup, baby, i definitely feel ur pain. i mean teri went on for the temporary attachment thingy too and apparently they decided now tt temporary should be changed to permanent and now i am the only st. nicks girl in the class. More importantly, teri's the one in class whom im closest with so i cant help cursing at this lousy, screwed up school and their lousy, screwed up systems.
so is the watch-ms-singapore-at-baby's place thing still on? im so super bored these days (primary factor being o2) that i have to plan my weekends ahead. oh, and i caught the zhong hua xiao jie pagaent yesterday. ok, for chinese illiterate you, it means, lifting from what the host said, international cosmos beauty pagaent. whatever the hell tt means. basically all the contestants were chinese and they have to answer all those silly questions like 'you want money or husband' in chinese. ok, i can imagine the look of pain on baby's face now.
pheebs
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 10:57 PM
OH OF ALL THE STUPID DECISIONS TO MAKE!!!
ok i got into 1s03s. its terrible. TERRIBLE! nair's the form teacher and james thinks tt audrey tan is the lit teacher. i can live with nair(yes tt super sharp slightly overbearing but still a nice bio tcher) but audrey tan as lit tcher? i will be bored to tears and my lit will just die just like in sec school where all my tchers made me hate lit. oh except in sec 1 of course. argh! i wanna go back to my class! i love my class! dont let me leave! i dont wanna leave! i wanna take physics again! (ok tts not true but what the hell at least the class is nice..) ARGH! at least all the lit tchers i had in sec school had great english, spoke well(as in diction and articulation and all) and had very comprehensive and well thought out (o-level examiner friendly) views. audrey tan isnt very insightful. at least she doesnt prove to be able to see things from different perspectives during gp. and isnt tt what lit is all about?!? perspective and views and reading between the lines. oh my lala what have i done? this may be one of the most terrible decisions i have ever ever made in my life. and i may actually live to regret this.i heard the class pple are mugger-ish and unenthu too. ok im really traumatised.there's this st nicks girl going into our class... shes taking my place! i wanna get in too! we wld form a significant population in the class... 3 st nicks girls!! ahhhhhhh!!!
I LOVE YOU 3O!! dont make me leave!!
baby
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 4:30 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
sucks
hey twit!its really good to hear from you. it like a bright spark in a wretched day.
why bother to do so much for a friend when she neither cares nor appreciates what you've done? what a waste of effort and time and EVERYTHING. sometimes i think im really pathetic i cant choose my friends wisely and i cant find good friends. i mean i do have great friends. look at claire and eeling and geek and isabella and phoebe (in alphabatical order) and of course a few more i didnt mention but the strange thing is... i dont think i do enough for these friends and yet for other unworthy souls i do so much. its just wrong. and im really affected by some appeal results so maybe im just emotional.i dont know lah. i dont know anything.
me:what are u supposed to do on good friday?anything special?
claire: ummm... be sad?
well im really sad so i guess ive done all tt is needed to be done on good friday. i think i'll go pray for peace now. see you all humans on this planet.
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 5:49 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
hols
YAY! ure both blogging. like once during the whole one week holiday? its measly but its a start :)
phoebe not everyone sleeps at 11+ all the time ok. hence some pple bathe late. anyway ive been feeling kinda down and i have no idea why. must be becos ive got too much time on my hands that isnt being used for constructive mugging and doing hmwk. i just cant bring myself to work! no stress. and u know what? u are such bad influence geek. always asking me to relax. now ive got a test nxt week and im still relaxing. sigh.
i dont know why im feeling so down. its terrible. even when i sleep i dream of getting hurt (as in emotionally) and bullied. its terrible. and im recounting past incidents too. i think i may actually be going mad. anyway got new shoes to day then got home and chatted with isabella for 2.5 hours on the phone today(haha!missed tt girl!). discussed many many things and i realised how evil some pple can be. seriously. then watched tv. i am simply slacking and growing oh so fat since i keep having to meet up to my mom's stuffing standards. i cant wait for school to start man. ive had enough food! and plus i havent done anything this holiday at all! i nedd to do hmwk and mug! oh and i havent been praying consistently and everything. its just been qt a bad week. maybe tomorrow will be better what with the class bbq and all. :D
sigh. sometimes i feel so un-loved and un-missed by everyone petty as it may sound. but its true!everyone misses everyone but nobody misses me... sigh excuse the pettiness. im down i cant help feeling insecure and upset. anyway now tt the pearls system has been abolished my mom doesnt want me to run for council as it takes up too much time. and my sis asked me why i wld want for council anyway. so i thought it through and ive decided tt i will still run for it and try my best to get into council becos 1)i cant get out of it anyway 2)its not as if i'll use the extra time constructively i mean look how i spent this holiday?!?! im not the give me 5 hrs and i'll mug 5 hrs straight kind. im the read 2 pages, stone a bit, read 3 pages watch some tv kind of person. i only study 3 hrs straight when its 9pm and i havent started studying for the test the next day! basically i may as well use my time more constructively. 3) its irresponsible. 4)i want to join council 5)and most importantly, ive realised tt when i look back at my st nicks days, i remember ld, and the friends and juniors frm ld, class etc. i remember the competitions and productions i took part in, the cheering, the school events, the special moments with my friends. i dont remember the tests and good results. much as i want to get out of jc with my 4as and a scholarship (if i can get one), i also want to have treasured memories and great friends and i believe these can be attained from council and hence i am still going to give it my best shot. yes.
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
remember how we had such big dreams abt getting 2 houses, one in the city(orchard road the one with a whole view of a lighted up orchard rd at night which we can admire through our ceiling to floor windows) and one in australia (our holiday house with horses and all)? how we wld be so rich becos we would be single and can spend all our money on ourselves. oh and how to maintain our lifestyle we would need to earn like $10k per month? haha actually it was just me and lorraine. we were prepared to be spinsters so we had to move in together. the geek would marry any guy who asked and phoebe would be married with children since shes so lady-like and motherly. haha. obviously the plans are off since lorraine doesnt want to know us anymore now tt shes gone over to australia. now i need a new spinster partner. any volunteers?? :))
baby
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 8:45 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
tot that i ought to spend sum time defending myself...i was about to blog last fri but then i tot that maybe i'll call geek first b4 blooging- apparently she was bathing at that time (10pm??!)-then my dad called us to go out for supper and so that was what happened.
I am dead bored to tears. Stack of annoying econs hw sitting on my table left undone. I can nvr get econs. Its juz so crappy and obscure and ridiculously rubbishy. Still undecided abt whether i shld drop econs for lit. They are doing measure for measure now and i tried reading the book without those guiding notes and i actually sorta understood! Amazing isnt?
oh and go watch a series of unfortunate events. i felt a lot for it cos it sorta reflected my life. ok, maybe not that exaggerated.
pheebs
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 9:09 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
but still, i'll miss my class when i leave. i like my class, with the diff personalities and interesting quirks tho some can leave me frustrated sometimes.. i'll miss the stone tables, and my senior class desperately.. what to do, what to do.. i wanted to put up a song as a tribute for this special entry but i cant find the diskette in which i saved the lyrics so when i find it, i'll put it up.. eventually..
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 6:28 PM
ha, i'm blogging... i'm weighed down by this tiredness. fatigue is black yawning pit dragging at me, pulling me down into its well. yday was worse. now i truly empathise when pple tell me they're lightheaded with fatigue. it's when the world is at a slightly skewered angle from your point of view and things are a little swimmy and groggy and are wavering before your eyes. it's when u consider fainting so that u'll be transported by somebody else to somewhere and you needn't have to walk. physical labour. the bane of mankind. anw, today's much better but i'm still tired!! i reached home yday, bathed, slept, woke up for dinner, ate, slept. tt's why i've got energy today to blog... about lack of energy. ok, i'm just being lame.. brain's not functioning.. if i can, i'm dropping econs for tsd. econs is at present to me, mud. dun get a thing. we've covered 3 chapters and i understand only one. and i've got another history essay, on napoleon! cldn the guy have just died young and saved us all the trouble... anw, phoebe and baby, when i find out when ms singapore is held, then we'll meet up. i think the finals is somewhere arnd mid april.. and my classmate's older sister is one of the finalists!
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 6:13 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
life
hello everyone!now the blog is dead since no one blogs but me though this blog is shared by FOUR people -stares hard at the guilty parties- phoebe might i remind u tt u said u wld blog this weekend. anyway life has been great. probably wont be after three months are up but ahh wells i like to be oblivious to the harsh realities of life. im qt worried abt my posting results but... sigh. nothing to be done i guess. as in... bahh. oblivious is good....
yesterday after bio prac i went with shiyun to j8 to help meixian pick out a bdae present for her friend. it was hilarious. we are sooo clueless abt nails i tell you. i dont even know how to paint my nails properly. so i had to ask the expert (my sister) abt wat u needed to paint your nails. like a manicure set. and the three of us were like clueless bats trying to pick out stuff tt wouldnt exceed the budget. well shiyun wasnt all tt clueless. me and meixian are seriously pathetic at this. and samuel has the cheek to call me a bimbo. tsk tsk.
"because of you, God. because ive trsuted you since a long way back that that someone im destined to be with is already decided. he's walkign about not knowing its me, living his life liek everyone else. (EGAD. IMAGINE IF ITS SAMUEL. CHOY BUT JUST IMAGINE.)" direct quote frm a friend's blog. its hilarious! hahaha imagine. hey but u noe wat... anything is possible. points and laughs at the person. invite me to your church wedding. and wedding dinner. hahaha.oh but wat if its the person who wants to put the exact same jc options as you?:D
right and i realise tt now the person who knows the most abt my personal private life is the geek. sad really. SAD. sigh. well actually its because i dont trust rj at all. the way pple spread stuff and talk. but the GEEK!! hahahaha. whoever would have thought tt...
oh yes and i love my class oh so much! they suddenly became so bonded and all. at least within like the ten of us but hey! tts good enough!i dont wanna leave my class!! argh!! im going to miss them all so much!! yesterday after dinner at some prata shop, we just sat right smack in the middle of the parade square and chatted, looking up at the lone star in the sky and lying down on our stomachs. it was exactly like the things we did during st nicks camps. when we'll plop ourselves down on the hockey pitch and lie on each other's stomach, staring up into the sky, chatting and waiting for the sunrise. i think we did tt during ld!! as in during full dress rehearsals for promenade and during ld camps.the only part missing was the singing. and when they told me not to leave and how they would all tutor and help me with physics i just didnt noe how to tell tt i didnt want to leave either!! sigh. why is it then when uve finally made up ur mind something will happen to make it so hard to leave?sigh. and we're having a class bbq nxt saturday. can u imagine? everyone is sooo spontaneous! ahhh! and our world trip.. hahaha
sigh when they say im the life of the class. i dont qt agree. im more like the loud hailer of the class. which makes it easier for me to plan stuff i guess. sigh. i really dont want to leave!! ahhh!! wait wat if i dont even get back to rj?? argh.
i never thought i'd say this but i really feel so attached and part of 1so3o. thank you for the precious memories!
+ [ moo ] r e m e m b e r again + 5:30 PM
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